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[ktbrady]

I can understand wanting to control it, that would be a great skill to have all the time.

[DR490NW4RRI0R]

I mostly see and feel, but I also occasionally hear. Mostly feel, and the seeing seems tied to the feeling. more of a sixth sense sort of thing.
I think the best way to put it is that I sense what's around me, which puts itself into a picture in my mind that builds itself in a picture of what's there. I feel it even if I don't see it, and sometimes I see it with my physical eyes, though not always. It's somewhat difficult to explain. If something speaks, I don't feel the same ring in my ears from people speaking, more like a drumming in my head that becomes the voice, though again this is not always the case. I've had spirits around before that I could hear clear as a bell as if they were standing right beside me.

[ktbrady]

Where there certain circumstances when you heard the drumming sound?  would you say it comes and goes?  When I "hear", sometimes, it is a thought wave like catching it with my mind like I would with my physical ears in the earthly world  and sometimes, it is  an  out and out voice.  I cannot control it.

[Leicester]

Sometimes I think I don't even belong to this community because I don't have a power that's as active as other people's. But then I just tell myself that I am recently awakened and it takes a bit for my eyes to adjust, (refer to Michelle's ear-gaging analogy about being new to magic here).

As a kid, it was said that I could see things, like angels and demons ... spirts that kind of thing. I have no memory of ever seeing them as a kid. Though there have been moments where I do see beings of light, both white light and dark. Its only for a moment, in the corner of your eye, or in that lingering moment where light goes to dark and your eyes are still trying adjust, like they are lazy in catching the dark or something.

The one thing that has stuck with me, is my sensitivity. So I suppose I could say that, that is my strength. It can get to the point where I can sense something off in a room or building and not go in. Or I can sense it when I walk by a place and hurry by it. I can't explain it, my mind, wants to say its 'wrong' but it could just be warding energy and its foreign and my brain is programmed to think all things that are foreign are wrong, but that is something I need to edit out of my perception so to speak. Residual energy from my parents' upbringing...

Anyway, now that I am awakened as an otherkin, whenever I sense things, it causes my kin side to react, either out of anger/protection, or out of interest and more alert. Its quite strange. The other thing, is that I realize I can take alot of things. For example there are members of my family that project their energy ... its just who they are, they project their energy with their emotions and how they behave ...etc. Or I'm just sensative and that's how I percieve it, but I can take all the crap that they project out, and then still function, like I'm some sort of null/black hole or something. ...

But those are my strengths as I see myself today in this point in my life, as my awakening continues, I'm sure I will either re-discover or develop more ...

[Shimmer]

Sometimes I think I don't even belong to this community because I don't have a power that's as active as other people's.

Fellow Otherkin, something led you here for a reason, so trust in that.

I’ve always been clairaudient but I’m working on developing my other senses.

[Jarhog]

I'm some sort of null/black hole or something. ...

I think that just means that you are vary grounded.

[DR490NW4RRI0R]

Where there certain circumstances when you heard the drumming sound?  would you say it comes and goes?  When I "hear", sometimes, it is a thought wave like catching it with my mind like I would with my physical ears in the earthly world  and sometimes, it is  an  out and out voice.  I cannot control it.

It's not exactly a drumming sound. It's a voice, but it's like it's being beamed into your head from outside, there's a will behind it and a personality behind it. It's like hearing it without there being sound. More like a feeling translating into words. I can sense presences, and some seem to have voices while others stay silent and just watch. I find spirits/astrals do a good deal of watching.